Det finns saker som alltid påminner mig om honom. Marlboro röda. Dovas. John Mayer. Solsidan.

Men jag vet att om en obestämd tid kommer de där Malboro röda bara vara ett cigarettmärke, Dovas en av Stockholms sunkigaste barer, John Mayer en sjukt duktig artist och Solsidan en rolig serie.

Jag är så trött på att vara ledsen. Så in i helvete trött. Nu kan jag gå vidare. Hoppas jag.


det är min tur att ta för mig

I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered for just us to know
You told me you loved me
So why did you go away

But now, I'll go
Sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

I'd never thought we'd have our last kiss
I'd never imagined we'd end like this

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you'll forget me like I used to feel you breathe

And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you, you wished you had stayed
You can plan for a change in weather and town
But I never planned on you changing your mind

So I'll go
Sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to to be something you miss